hmm, i realized, out of five posts, four post started with a hello. haha, okay, anw, hello, think of another language of hello for me? so you wont be bored. :D haha, sorry, really bored, number 1, janice, emily, tracy isn't online. to jac: you online also no use you wont talk, idiot. okay, hmm, number 2, i'm just feeling bored, hence leading to the feeling of lonliness. rahh, lonely, i'm mr lonely, i have nobody for my own! sorry, can you sense my boredom now? someon, anyone entertain me. aiya, dont want, i go talk to god better, he makes me feel the best.

hmm, had sheparding, than brunch with caregroup then pickup jessica, then church then send jessica off ten party the dinner. wow, i left the house at 9 plus reached home around 8 thats like 11hours?! mummy was scolding, okay, not really, nagging me. as usual, nevermind, i'm nice, i disobey respectfully :D so i'm still not sinning. okay jessica i kept i promise, i didnt ask you to convert, lays did. haha, sorry la, its a tradition? custom? okay.

i feel bad, i finally told mummy that bro was secretly using the comp in the morning, somwhow, something made me do it, maybe its the holyspirit? cause lying is a sin, so i dont wanna help me brother lie anymore so i told my mum? did i do the right thing, somehow i feel its wrong. ): okay

feel a little trouble, i feel useless and lazy? i cant even bring a new convert to church. i'm like a complete failure, i hope god understands, i tried my best, they just wont do it, cant be help. looks like my SOS is a total failure, like me. hmm. nvm, i still have god :D.

i havent dont most of my homework. just shoot me. let me tell you what i'm left with, or rather what i've done.

i've done one history question, chinese lijiewenda, one circle the word [chinese], 5 math questions, 2 pages of chem, no physics, no bio. SHOOT ME JUST GO AHEAD SHOOT ME?! ahh! like my holidays are getting lessor and lessor, theres camps after camps, holidays overseas. how do you expect me to finish. dear lord, i pray that you remove the term homework from the world amen. okay, sorry just kidding. theres no homework in my dictionary right now. haha, i removed it, just. hahah, maybe i'll add it back, seepeng, i think i memorized the verse alr, but i think iwill forget tomorrow.

the tv is on next to me, showing the everton match showing ho they suck la. i dont like them anyway! haha, oops, nobody's watching. i think more like the tv is watching me using the comp an my dad sleeping.. like ._.

haha, hmm, sorry this is a really long post, cant blame boredom, unless someone comes online instantly and remove that word from my dictionary.

today's service was rather fruitful, i remember the entertaning jokes pastor jeff said. however, i forgot what they were alr. i'm bored of this skin, i want to change. hopefully i'll find a nice one, lazy to create unless someone volunteers to help in and she or he finishes it in half and hour, unfortunately, no one's online now. hmm, let me see, nobody under the vip list is online. ...


bored bored bored byebye.



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